November 19, 2003
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Derek Rosenlund helps his daughter, Elisa, with her crutches as she moves to a different exercise machine during physical therapy Tuesday in Ashland. Elisa was in an Ashland
Christian Fellowship church van that rolled in August near Sacramento, Calif. Mail Tribune / Bob Pennell
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A well
of faith
Church members find new strength and forgiveness after the wreck that killed one teenage girl and severely injured three
By JOHN DARLING
for the Mail Tribune
ASHLAND The healing doesnt come easy following a church van wreck that killed one teen and put others in wheelchairs.
Despite tough questions about what happened and why, Ashland Christian Fellowship members say there is healing and its pushing them into a well of faith and forgiveness they
didnt know they had.
Sometimes its the little things that get everyone through, like bringing meals, mowing yards, driving errands and cleaning house for the families of the 11 girls who survived the deadly
rollover on Interstate 5 in Sacramento near dawn on Aug. 17.
When Derek and Susan Rosenlund brought their daughter Elisa, 15, back to Ashland weeks after the crash, they were touched to find church members had built a wheelchair ramp to their front door.
Talent 14-year-old Jessyca Tahlor Newmann was killed in the crash. Among the worst injured, Elisa suffered multiple pelvic fractures and a broken back and ribs. Others who were severely injured
include Kelsey Smith, 15, of Medford, who had a broken neck; and Kayla Heffner, 15, of Talent, who had a punctured lung and dislocated neck. Other teens in the van suffered minor injuries, police
said.
They were returning from a house-building mission trip to Mexico.
Clearly among the worst suffering is youth pastor Jeremy L. Hascall, 28, who was at the wheel when the van crashed.
A California Highway Patrol report concluded that he fell asleep and the van drifted off the road. He overcorrected, sending the van swerving and it rolled moments later, ejecting some of the
passengers, police said.
Investigators have recommended that Hascall face a vehicular manslaughter charge. The case remains under review by the Sacramento County District Attorneys Office.
Hascall has joined parents of survivors in grief relief groups. They have been forgiving of him, he said.
"It was an awful, awful thing and its been a tough couple of months," he said. "Ive been grieving, but the Lord is really getting me through this.
"You dont try to explain why it happened, or it just makes you feel worse."
Derek Rosenlund said hes not angry now with Hascall, but did get mad when he read the accident report showing church leaders didnt enforce seat-belt use. The three-vehicle caravan
also skipped motel sleep through the night, napping only at rest stops.
"Thats a no-brainer," said Rosenlund, an Ashland firefighter and paramedic. "I see dead people all the time that I know would have lived if not thrown out of vehicles. The
church can do a better job of being accountable on safety and protecting our kids."
Still, Rosenlund plans no legal action against the church and has heard of no other action among survivors parents, with whom he has met in support groups. Medical and other expenses are
being paid through the churchs vehicle insurance, members health insurance and church resources.
With surgery done, doctors say Rosenlunds daughter, Elisa, will have to relearn how to walk. She has nerve damage to her legs, but the pain has lessened considerably, he said.
To say theres been lots of prayer after the accident would be like saying the ocean has lots of water. Its pretty much constant, in every meeting or gathering, said the Rev. Al Garner
plus the prayers of many other West Coast churches.
Theres also been a lot of counseling not secular, but in-house counseling, as well as grief and stress management from three visiting Christian counselors members of the
emergency response team that helped the girls in Sacramento.
"Its a day-by-day thing," said Garner. "As a body, were very healthy and have tremendous faith and energy. Except for the death of the one girl, the girls (survivors)
have been very resilient.
"The tragedy has brought people together and brought out the best in them. And theres still a long way to go."
If one struggles to explain Newmanns death and the severe injuries to the others, ACF members do not.
Its part of the battle with Satan, who clearly had his hand in the tragedy, church members said, adding that God allows these things out of his own wisdom, to teach lessons and ultimately
open hearts to greater love.
In the local magazine Christian Journal, the Rev. Garner wrote of the accident: "Just ahead in the night, a host of the minions of darkness were gleefully acknowledging the headlights coming
toward them, anticipating that the blow struck by their leader (Satan) would silence these do-gooder ambassadors of the Most High. Tragedy struck as the man of God driving a van occupied by 12
girls went out of control … those dark minions who gleefully rejoiced (now) began to tremble and cower as they watched the joy of broken young men and women, no longer children, lift their hands
in praise and cry: Holy is the one who has counted us Worthy. "
ACF parishioner Rick Youngblood said, "Yes, Satan, the force of darkness is always there (at such accidents). He doesnt like places like this, where young people come into contact with
Jesus, and hell disrupt it any way he can. But God orders everything. You dont ask how bad things could happen to good people like this. There are no good people or bad people.
Were all sinners. The question should be: Why do good things happen to bad people?"
Pointing to the positive fallout from any tragedy, Youth Pastor Elijah Meyers said, "Weve seen miraculous things happen through Jeremy (Hascall, the vans driver). The healing
thats been done in him and the (teen) kids theyre different, not the same kids.
"Its just another miracle from Jesus; it really is another witness that God makes diamonds from coal," Meyers said. "Jesus turns suffering into supernatural glory. Its
amazing that a bunch of high school goofballs now have passion, love and a real relationship with Jesus Christ."
The youth pastor said he believes everything is "filtered through God, who let this happen so he could use it for good." The passage, he said, is Romans 8:28: "In everything, he
cooperates for good with those who love God."
Rosenlund said he believes we live in a "fallen world" where everyone, including Christians, makes mistakes.
"After the accident, the devil was working on everyone of us to be angry, depressed and condemning," he said. "Thats where our victory was. We came right out and said,
God, I need your strength to overcome this. We came together, not weaker but stronger.
"I get sad sometimes watching Elisa, and ask myself if shell ever play basketball and soccer again. But I know Gods going to get us through this. Thats the difference
between a person of faith and not how you respond when you fall down. You get up because you know God loves you."
Rosenlund has, through his faith, decided to avoid seeking retribution against the vans driver.
"What Jeremy is going through is horrible," he said. "Hes suffered enough now. My daughter has suffered enough. Is my going after (suing) someone going to help things? No.
God has allowed me not to forget but to forgive and to move on."
John Darling is a free-lance writer living in Ashland. E-mail him at jdarling@jeffnet.org